Open Love Letter

This is for people I care about.

The Rules:

1. Write something about 15 different people.
2. You can NOT say who they are.
3. If someone asks you which one is about them, you can NOT tell.

1. You look really tired. And skinny. REST. EAT. I worry about you all the time, but I don't know how you'd react if I told you.

2. I have to be honest with you: I don't think you should go on with it. You'll just end up hurting yourself. I'm worried about you. Please remember that. If she hurts you, and I think she will, don't dwell on it. She's probably not worth it, and there are more important things in life than girls, believe me. We’re not that big of a deal. That is, we shouldn't be that big of a deal.

3. Please make an effort to get to know a person before you rush into doing something stupid. You can't judge a person right away just by looking at them, and that's what you're doing right now. So what if the girl's pretty? And smart? Don't you care about her attitude, her sense of humor, her conversational skills? You're nice. But if you want to get into a relationship with someone, you've got to get to know the person first, okay? So get off your butt and TALK to the girl, okay? Mag-bonding kayo.

4. I've been very feeling a lot of anger towards you lately, and I can tell you this: it's so hard to stay angry with you. Right now, I don't feel (much) anger. I'm hurt, and I feel betrayed. Maybe I don't have the right to be hurt, but what the heck, I AM. Please tell me what made you do what you did. I don't know what to believe. Or I don't want to believe what’s right in front of me: that I don't matter at all to you. I don't know what I want you to do. I want to know that you care, but I don't want you to lie. And what scares me is what you're going to say when you're being truthful for once.

5. Sorry I'm such a slob. I was born a slob, and I always will be a slob. Hahahaha. *wink

6. I'm sorry about how I treated you. I know what I did wasn't necessary. I could have been nicer. I didn't have to leave you hanging, but I didn’t know how else to react. Sorry again.

7. I love you! I know I can be a pain sometimes, and I know that I don't show it, but I do! Take care of yourself. Treat girls like princesses, but don't get a girlfriend just yet, okay? And do your homework before you watch TV.

8. Hey, I love you! Even though you snap at me whenever you have PMS or whatever. I know I can be such a bitch at times. Just don't take me seriously when I'm like that.

9. Slow down with the boyfriends. You shouldn't go out with every guy who tells you he likes you. You're pretty. You can afford to wait. You've cried too many times over guys you were obviously too good for. I never told you this because I know you would have taken it badly if I did, but I never liked any of your boyfriends. I was really disappointed in you when you introduced another one of your boyfriends the last time we saw each other. You're so much better than this.

10. The guy you like flirts with me a lot. Since noon-noon pa, even before you met him. I just wanted to get that out of my chest. I don't have the heart to tell you. Just to straighten things out, I'm letting you know that he's not my type. He's very nice, but he's not my type. I don't know what my type is, but he's definitely not part of the denotata of my type.

11. Bakit ang suplado mo? Huh? Smile ka naman dyan! You look nicer when you smile! Nakasimangot ka palagi, tuloy, ang sungit sungit ng dating mo.

12. I have a crush on your cousin. Even though he has a girlfriend. I can live with that.

13. Hi, remember me? Your cousin's friend? I have a crush on you. I don't care if you have a girlfriend. I can live with that. You could always dump her when you realize I'm the girl for you. Hahaha, I'm kidding. (Or maybe I'm not… *evil laugh.)

14. When are you going to wake up and realize that what you're doing right now is bad for you? It's freaking scary, man. I don't see why you even bother with it. What do you want to achieve? I really don't see what you see, you're a smart guy, then why are you being so freaking STUPID?!

15. I've already written to you, but I’ll make another one... I wish you were easy to forget.

:-(